Sunday, February 17, 2008

How does it works?

People in this new generation are too influenced with what they had. We can't really deny the truth that the old generation are the one who made us like this, what we are right now. Many teenagers already gone into drugs, alcoholic, smooking and many more kinds of stuff's that can destroy they're or ourselves. Eventhough they knew from the start the things that will happen after they try just one of those things, they aren't done something to work and escape or shall we say, avoid those stuffs. Why do teenager's still doing that? Theres only one word that can answer the question very clearly. "SPOIL", oldies or people around them spoiled them and that, they think they need to do something that proved themselves.

While I'm in this group of people, I was really surprice because eversince I joined this group. I feel like I'm one of the big family. I thought at first that I'm not suppose to be one of them because they we're like, they never been so imature or something that people won't ever be think bad in response of they're good attitude. I am a kind of person who I think down of myself, I don't know how to decide for myself and I am a kind of person who don't wan't to ask help. I like doing things by myself and I love doing things that i made people like me. I am not used of being sorrounded by people i don't know or shall we call strangers. That's why, when I became one of them, I learn how to pretend and be not myself. I dunno why, I'm a shy person. I even don't know how to face a lot of people. I don't used in facing a lot of people. But when I'm in this group I felt like I can do anything that I can't do in real life.

I became part of them and even, I became lot more important for them because of the things I brought. You may don't know what are those but evensince I'm on this, I'd just really feel and I think many people are thinking (that are belong on this grouP) that they need me to improve themselves. I think that's not true, I'm not the one you care for, they are just need "one" thing and that isn't me. Though, you know, I can't tell you guys what is it because you must be the one to find and think about it. Well that's all I can say but in the very end, I'd just wanna thank you guys for being a part even its just a little part of my life but I will never ever forget what we've been. Thank you and Kodus for surviving in our one year. I'm really very glad you made it! Good Bless to you all and many year's to come for you all!

-ate sof

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